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righteoushunter) wrote2013-09-27 04:22 pm
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Getting through the funeral had to be the most unreal part of it all. He wasn't sure how to act, wasn't sure if he even really felt it yet or if he would. What he did feel was this sensation of being lost, not knowing what their next move should be. John Winchester had taught them everything he knew from the moment their house burned down right along with their mother.
He'd taught them how to fight, how to stay safe, and what to look for in a demon. Taught them how they weren't supposed to kill anyone who didn't fit the criteria... Dean was thankful for that everyday. he liked the strict rules. Wasn't sure where he'd be without them.
Whether Sam felt the same or not, he wasn't always sure, but this method worked. You didn't kill innocent people or you weren't any better than the things they hunted, plain and simple.
But none of that felt important right now.
Dean was on auto-pilot. He came home to the apartment he shared with Sam - having a permanent address and blending in with everyone normal as well as they could kept people off their backs - and he went to shower and change. It felt like he needed it.
When he came back out, clad in his boxers and a worn out old Metallica shirt, he found Sam on the couch and hesitated only a moment. Ugh, couldn't leave him there, alone. Dean had never been good at that. He still felt responsible for him, no matter how old he got.
"Hey, Sammy," he murmured as he settled beside him, shoulder to shoulder, eyes falling tot he floor. "You okay?"
He'd taught them how to fight, how to stay safe, and what to look for in a demon. Taught them how they weren't supposed to kill anyone who didn't fit the criteria... Dean was thankful for that everyday. he liked the strict rules. Wasn't sure where he'd be without them.
Whether Sam felt the same or not, he wasn't always sure, but this method worked. You didn't kill innocent people or you weren't any better than the things they hunted, plain and simple.
But none of that felt important right now.
Dean was on auto-pilot. He came home to the apartment he shared with Sam - having a permanent address and blending in with everyone normal as well as they could kept people off their backs - and he went to shower and change. It felt like he needed it.
When he came back out, clad in his boxers and a worn out old Metallica shirt, he found Sam on the couch and hesitated only a moment. Ugh, couldn't leave him there, alone. Dean had never been good at that. He still felt responsible for him, no matter how old he got.
"Hey, Sammy," he murmured as he settled beside him, shoulder to shoulder, eyes falling tot he floor. "You okay?"
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"Might let you call the shots here in a minute, if you play your cards right."
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"Promise?" Sam kisses along his jaw. This was what they needed, even more than food, even more than the kill. They needed each other.
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Sam was what kept him human more than anything.
He tilted his head at those kisses and gave a soft, pleased sigh. "Mhm... promise you anything you want, Sammy."
Giving Sam everything was a natural urge too.
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Without one, the other would fall. They were stronger together than they were apart.
"When we take the demon, we keep going. We don't stop. Ever," he breathes against his neck. "Just you an' me, Dean."
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"Always gonna be you and me though, Sammy... no matter what happens. No one's gonna take you away from me, ever."
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"Never," he tilts his head to nip at his jaw. "'m saying right here with you Dean. Where I belong."
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"Damn right..." He lets out a sigh. "Damn, Sammy... might not let you outta bed anytime soon either, you know."
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"I can't think of a thing wrong with that idea."
They still had work to do, but pushing Dean down, sucking bruises into his chest, Sam needed that more than revenge.
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they would do their work, they always would, but this was something they needed too.
Dean couldn't imagine not having Sam like this, in every way that they could manage. He needed his brother more than he needed anything else in this world. His hands rubbed over Sam's back, nails raking up over his shoulders in encouragement. "Sammy..."
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"Want you Dean. After everything.. I need this," he murmurs, already growing hard at the warm press of Dean beneath him.
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He rolled his hips up, following the rhythm Sam was setting with a soft sigh. His body was responding to each touch, each brush of his body. He bit at his lower lip and tilted his head back, offering more of his neck to him.
"Need you. Don't think I could do this without you, Sammy." Sappier than he usually got, but he thought Sam needed to hear it, needed the reminder. He'd be hopeless without him.
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Dad used to worry it made Sam weak, his need for occasional reinforcement and reassurance. But the only one whose approval that ever mattered to Sam was his brother. Lips and teeth work down his neck as Sam slides his hands along his chest. "Won't have to Dean. I need you here," he rocked against him.
"Just you an' me. No one else."
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"Like the sound of that." He rolled his hips up, a little more insistently. "Not big on sharing you anyway. Never have been."
Sam had been his since Dad handed him over when they were kids. Maybe not always like this, but it felt too natural of a development to fight it.
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They belonged together, like this.
His fingers hooked Dean's shorts, tugging at them. "Never gonna happen, Dean. 'm yours. We're in this together."
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And Ruby? Well, she'd been bad from the start. She'd been trying to create this... space between them. He couldn't let that happen.
There'd been mostly one night stands for him, but he hadn't been above getting tricked either. Cassie had seemed so good at the time, too good to be true and just enough to get him thinking that maybe he could actually feel for someone, that he wasn't so broken inside that Sam and Dad were the only things that could stir any damn thing in him. Sam had been with Jess and Dad had been traveling solo more... he'd been desperate enough to try and reach out to someone who he thought at worst, just wouldn't understand. She'd shown her true colors when he'd been dumb enough to confide a little too much in her. Threatened and fought him every step of the way.
He wasn't sure what Dad would've said about this - what he and Sam did behind closed doors. But it didn't matter much now, did it? Especially not when it kept them both going sometimes and especially right now. He lifts his hips to help Sam take off his shorts and grins up. "Yeah, I know, Sammy."
He grins and shifts under Sam, teasing. "Just think about how much fun we're gonna have when we get the son of a bitch demon who started all this, Sammy."
Then they'd be done... with that part of their lives anyway. There'd always be more demons to kill, but at least they'd finally have closure on the demon who took so much away from them.
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It didn't matter what anyone else thought. As long as he had moments like this. Sam shimmied out of his own clothes, wrapping one hand firmly around Dean and kissing him breathless.
"We're gonna take our time with him. We're gonna take our time and then it's finally going to be over."
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"Keep talkin' like that, Sammy, and I'm not gonna be patient here for much longer..." He grins.
"After we're done with him though, we're gonna celebrate, Sammy. Few days of just you and me."
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They were made for each other, a perfect match. He shifted to kiss down his chest, pausing to mark him with his teeth on the way down, quick and possessive.
"Good. We're due a vacation. Once this is finally over."
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And god, would it be good to settle this particular family business. Be done with it. He couldn't freaking wait.
"Yeah..." His muscles twitched a little under that bite, his body arching underneath him eagerly.
"Jesus, Sammy... tomorrow, we start lookin' and we don't stop until we find him."
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"Tomorrow we go hunting and we finish this. He won't be able to take anything else away from us."
Before Dean can agree, Sam tips his head and slides him into his mouth. It was cheating, sure, but worth it to hear him groan.
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They didn't understand this job.
But they did. They both got it.
"Sammy..." His hands tangle through long locks of hair, tugging at it lightly.
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He loves taking him in his mouth, just listening to the way his brother comes undone. "All be over soon. Then just you and me and the job."
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He'd never let himself be this open with anyone besides Sam, never this vulnerable. "Sammy... god, Sammy..."
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"Love you Dean," he nipped at his thigh, tongue dragging along him with a slow groan. He was going to ride him until they both came undone, giving them back some sense of control after the events of the past week. "Just you an' me. Always."
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It was a sight he'd never get sick of -- watching Sam sink down on to him, seeing how much he enjoyed it. There wasn't a doubt either that it was pleasure lighting up his face. He's watched Sam his whole life, can read him like the back of his hand.
"Feel so good," he murmurs, reaching out to rest his hands against Sam's hips, squeezing them gently.